I Wonder if !!!

i wonder if
when you look at the stars
you see my teary eyes.

i wonder if
when you look at the pale moon
you see my fading face

i wonder if
when you look at that poles star
you see my solitary existence

i wonder if
when you see the darkness of night
you see my life

i wonder if
when you see the sun
you see me burning with agony

i wonder if
when you see the flowers
you see my fading smile

i wonder if
when you see someone walk on streets
you see me walking alone

i wonder if
when you greet people
you see me getting lost in the crowd

i wonder if
when you hear those songs
you feel  my melancholy

i wonder if
when you move to dance
you see me sinking deep and frozen

i wonder if
when you gaze up into the sky
you see my memories


i wonder it
when the wind blows
you see me being carried away in storms

i wonder if
when you feel cold
you feel the coldness of my solitary existence

i wonder if
when you go to sleep
you see me spending sleepless nights

i wonder if
when you dream of love
you see me living nightmares

i wonder if
when you wake up every morning
cheerful and fresh
you realize
i am dying and staling,

i wonder if you wonder
ever how am i living withou

t you