Tempus Edax Rerum

i wonder if when you look at the stars you see my teary eyes. i wonder if when you look at the pale moon you see my fading face i wonder if when you look at that poles star you see my solitary existence i wonder if when you see the darkness of night you see my life i wonder if when you see the sun you see me burning with agony i wonder if when you see the flowers you see my fading smile i wonder if when you see someone walk on streets you see me walking alone i wonder if when you greet people you see me getting lost in the crowd i wonder if when you hear those songs you feel  my melancholy i wonder if when you move to dance you see me sinking deep and frozen i wonder if when you gaze up into the sky you see my memories i wonder it when the wind blows you see me being carried away in storms i wonder if when you feel cold you feel the coldness of my solitary existence i wonder if when you go to sleep you see me spending sleepless nights i wonder if when you dream of lov...

It's been a long time, since I've heard the windchime. Life is at hault. Freezed around that moment when you walked away. The sun isn't bright anymore. The lark couldn't cheer me up. The night falls so late. As if everything is falling apart life isn't life anymore. I stare at that empty coffee cup. The memories stale alone. As if everything is falling apart. The moon looks pale more. Dried leaves, with wind stirs up. Its so murky and faded. As if everything's falling apart. My heart my love so sore. Cannot hold on anymore. My eyes dim and breaths slow down. As if i am falling apart. No you nor your love. Nothing is to be found. I am dying a lone death. The ink dries up. Lay me beneath the willow. Where could reach no sound. It's long time you bade me goodbye. Its my turn, now, to give up. It's so difficult to hold on. When everything is falling apart.