i loved you

I loved you,
But thats long ago
Now i am shattered
And happy

I admired you
But thats long ago
Now i am mournful
And joyful

I enjoyed your company
But thats long ago
Now i am alone
And lonely

I lived for you
But thats long ago
Now i am dead
And silent

I cared for you
But thats long ago
Now i am messed up
And unkempt

I loved your smile
But thats long ago
Now i cry
And weep

I caressed you
But thats long ago
Now i am all bruised
And broken heart

I relished your sight
But thats long ago
Now i see the bygone days
And shattered memories

I held you when you were  down
But thats long ago
Now i fight lone
With life

I cherished your being with me
But thats long ago
Now i see darkness
And nothing ahead

I devoted my life to you
But thats long ago
Now i no one owes me nothing
And not a single second

Your name was the first word from my mouth
But thats long ago
Now i don't remember you
And your name too

I used to write you
But thats long ago
Now i am blank
And dearths of thoughts

I used to breath you
But thats long ago
Now i choke
And afraid to live

I used to feel you
But thats long ago
Now i am heartless
And no feelings

I shared all happiness
But thats long ago
Now no one shares my sorrows
And pain

My last word to you
Always was,
Wish to see you again
But thats long ago
Now i close my eyes
And don't want to see you

I seem to think
Was everything al-right?
Or was something wrong
As i still can't believe
That we abandoned

Can't we be together
But isn't that absurd
I am lone, all alone
Escaping the world
And you enjoying gatherings

It is very much possible that we might not see each other
But take care of them
Those with you
Or you won't survive loneliness



AS I COULD NOT......................................