Tempus Edax Rerum

I love you so much more than ever but I want to know, do you? I breathe you in every breath I take but I want to now, do you? I smell you in every scent of nature but I want to know, do you? I run you in my blood but I want to know, do you? I live you everyday but I want to know, do you? I look for you in everything I see but I want to know, do you? I taste your kiss in everything that touches my lips but I want to now, do you? I move towards you in every step I take but I want to know, do you? I always dream of you every time I go to sleep but I want to know, do you? I pray for your life every time I kneel to pray but I want to now, do you? I hope to see you when I open my eyes but I want to know, do you? I sing you in my melodies but I want to know, do you? I need you your friendship but I want to know, do you? I write you, read you I hear you, see you I touch you, I feel you I hope you, I expect you I walk for ...

Oh! Night Oh! Dark night you are so dark but not darker than the darkness of my life Oh! Night oh! Dark night so deep is your darkness but not deeper than the pain in my heart Oh! Night oh! Dark night countless are these twinkling pricks but not more than thorns in my path Oh! Night oh! Dark night so vast is your span but not more than my sorrow Oh! Night oh! Dark night so pale looks moon but not paler than my dying face Oh! Night oh! Dark night you look so alone but I am more alone Oh! Night oh! Dark night you creep in with the horror of seclusion but my fears are horrible than yours Oh! Night oh! Dark night you die every dawn and rise at every dusk but I die every moment and there doesn’t seem to be no sunrise

someone again broke her heart that day and she wept, she wept bitterly i don't know why did she weep was because she was hurt or because someone was in trouble because of her may be sh was writhing in pain for both reasons and the pain of that wounded bosom overcame the brink and flowed through those twinkling eyes . she was sorry and embarrassed to be there and this deed of the evil was unpardonable and so did believe the heavens and showed their disgust that eve it thundered and growled, the sky as if their foreheads frowning as if asking for those sinners who committed such a sin and hurt a serene bosom and a pious heart they showed their anger that night and it rained heavily that dusk it was like as if heavens themselves wanted to wipe her tears so that none could see them they drenched her face with pouring from the high above and punishing the culprits saying "curses be upon them"

oh! mister cloud where art thou going i am free this noon can you take me with you i know i am afraid of height but still i know you can take care of me and yes i am very light so that you can carry me easily on your back i wonder how lucky would they be who ride along with you and hey! i've seen you making shapes you made my grandpa's beards can you make my face and why do you look like cotton are you made of it  then how can you carry water oh! i got it you might be carrying buckets but where do you get them from and keep them my mum says they are your tears the rain drops you shed when you weep i think she is right because i also rain when i weep but where do you get this water from from your home or from god's handpump hey look you are carrying roger my dog, my best friend and mother lied he had died i wanna play with him can you send him down i am missing him or! why don't you take ...

I loved you, But thats long ago Now i am shattered And happy I admired you But thats long ago Now i am mournful And joyful I enjoyed your company But thats long ago Now i am alone And lonely I lived for you But thats long ago Now i am dead And silent I cared for you But thats long ago Now i am messed up And unkempt I loved your smile But thats long ago Now i cry And weep I caressed you But thats long ago Now i am all bruised And broken heart I relished your sight But thats long ago Now i see the bygone days And shattered memories I held you when you were  down But thats long ago Now i fight lone With life I cherished your being with me But thats long ago Now i see darkness And nothing ahead I devoted my life to you But thats long ago Now i no one owes me nothing And not a single second Your name was the first word from my mouth But thats long ago Now i don't remember you And your name too ...

i was sitting so placidly and peacefully on that stone the cold stream of the brook just touched the bottom of my feet but the pinch of that touch drenched my very inner my soul and myself-being  it was so quiet quieter than the cemetery but it was so heavenly the peace i felt. i left myself free and let the brook sway me with it tha union so various yet so single the rippes in the stream i coul feel in my inner beig drenching me and my affections i was so wet and yes wet throughouti was now it or it was me ther was no margin left of any kind in this divine communion iwas just swaying effortlessly like a bir soaring the mightyinfinite and sometimes striking the bd like cushion of clouds and turning and twisting whirling and swhirling in the whirlpools of joy passing bythte curves those like like those of a reptiles imprint takin decisive turns so involved so conjoined as if it wasn'y the brook movig but ...

how does it feel when when, the one you loved you lost somewhere amids the hustle of the world left in the compamy of the anon lone and solitary in that walk of life to whom you promised always to be beside and now you are lost that warmth you could feel in your ahand when the one you loved was there with you no don't tell me i don't wanna hear that i know what you will say those words of pain i have gone through a lot of that and beared a lot of strain and has kept those stings of separation safe somewhere in the deeper corners of my heart and how does that feeel well! that par explain